Friction

in this darkness thought prevails
walking miles, leaving trails
follow them to be misled
by all the sadness i have bled
i plead guilty in my case
of insanity and face
an eternity of friction
between mystery and fiction
lying, limping between realms
dancing the platonic dance
losing sense of my intense
existence
jumped the fence.
and succumbing to unknown
destinations leaves me prone
to a sickness not yet labeled
breathing sulfur, feeling stable
im unsure of this decor
maybe its my mind, or more
maybe its my will that breathes
the wisdom of elder leaves.
but i could not foresee
the despair in my blue pleas
or the echos of my sobs
or the barks of seven dogs.
but the crystal ball has spoken
leaving free will sore and chokin
and the echos of its words
reach the entire universe.
but it fades away in time
and it shatters in the mind
as humanity crafts something
so imperfect, like a diamond.
we are slaves of our own freedom
yet we cry that we can reason
but in the midst and fog of all
we are nothing but lost souls.
we search and search and find just clues
of a pirate who paid his dues
and gave the treasure to the Earth
like a mother that just gave birth.
through creation He has lost us
but in darkness I have found him
and as the dogs begin to howl
and the world begins to crumble
i see an owl fly away
into the night's decay
resurrecting as a crow
as the minutes turn to hours
and the soft breeze turns to flames
that fuel the fire of all pains.
but only from that pain can
beauty grow
and be conscious of its show
of infinite truth and wonder
so let your e go and grow stronger.

Revolution

“Revolution is not 'showing' life to people, but making them live. A revolutionary organization must always remember that its objective is not getting its adherents to listen to convincing talks by expert leaders, but getting them to speak for themselves, in order to achieve, or at least strive toward, an equal degree of participation.”

― Guy Debord

Poisoned

Well, if I would find the elixir of truth, I'd no longer be attached to this drunkenness.

Mind states...

Each mind state is an illusion, dividing you from all the other mind states.
Wake up, break the separation. We are all one. That is all the essence you need.
Break free with the truth. Fly away. Know nothing else but the truth.

Thank You.

I'm reliving my purest moments
Disguised in a normal human being
I emanate the most disturbing vibrations
Clinging to existence, never leaving.

Counting stars like seconds
The shadow shows me figures of despair
But at least I know that way
That a fire is burning at the top of the stairs...


I climb...
Break my leg
And start jogging.
I throw rays of sunshine on the beasts of tomorrow
Yesterday is forgotten
Today boils in the pot of beauty
Cooking perfection in dizzy bubbles
Asking questions while knowing truth hurts
But it doesn't matter, faith forgives everything.
Taking me higher, I forget misery
Because beauty blinds it.

To be thankful is to fall to your knees out of hopelessness
And to still stand like that when you realise your blessings.

Meditation

We are entering a world of despair
Where the scent of your hair
Will disappear from my senses
And I'll choke on senselessness.

I'm hanging from a thread
Holding on for dear death
So that one day it might catch me
With its restoring breath.

Floating above it, I dance mesmerized
Enthused by the magic
Gazing in my soul, losing control of the interior world
Closing my eyes and letting go.

That breath has no scent...
But it's got gravity bent
With its spell of beauty
The only beauty that suits me.

And I gaze, and I gaze...
But I see nothing
Engulfed in its breaths, I sit mesmerized.
And I stare at the cover
Waiting for the book to open.

Obs-cure

I'm coded
By God
Each letter
I write

I count them
But I don't control them
I correct them
But I don't control them.

I can choose
Not to write them
But I don't control them.

I have everything in my head
But I haven't explored it yet.
The outside world tells me what I already know
That's what it's for.

I rip up the paper I wrote on
And throw it in a fucking fire
And watch this stress burn
Stress in my head

My brain is in a frame
Supported by the nail
In Jesus' left hand
He could save me.

But I fail
I'm a fool
The frame burns
And the code is controlled by a stupid ego.

Fuck darkness
I'm sick of it.
I burn relieved
Because I have no more patience.

I fall in nothingness
But I control it.
What am I doing?
It's foolish.

But I
Hesitate.
But
I slip.

Grasp Truth
I'm saved.
Why was I falling?
Eternal amnesia...

Everyone is me.
But I'm unique.
I'm a freak.
I ruin a perfect frame.

An Acrostic

I dwell in darkness
Giant and heartless
Never seen the Light
Oblivious in the night
Roaming an empty tomb
Analyzing the gloom
Not the Freedom of
Truth

Life's Daze

Take a bowl,
Mash me in it
You wanna watch me crawl
But my sky's clearing.

The butterfly has a schedule
Making waste of time look special
The dreadful devils in black suits
Are roaches of Evil's grassroots.

Attach your foot to the pavement
As you dive into the enslavement
You're engaged in the displacement
Of the fragrance of beauty and greatness.

My broken wing between the pages of a book
Written by pioneers of gobbledygook
With no windows to Truth, just lies of a crook
Who swiped the world from under our feet.

Save your money, give me change
If not you, then who will pay?
Your mind's sold in stock exchange
Estranged from your life's days.

King's Dream

You'll sit comfy on your throne and your slaves will all be clones
You'll allow them in your home, though they'll sleep and dream alone
And you'll throw a bone to some who will get the best shit done
Though they won't know where they're from or why they live in golden slums.
They'll eat crumbs like birds and ants, while the labour of their hands
Will feed you and all your friends while the clowns will sing and dance
And I'll stand behind a wall, brick by brick I'll make a hole
In your shitty palace wall - alone, I'll destroy your role.
I'll be guided by the crows that fly steady 'bove the clouds
And I'll rest while my soul grows, til the doors of your dream close
And your empire will fall as you receive your wake up call
And your empire will fall as you receive your wake up call...