Colouring
each breath, slipping on sighs, the world is a big fountain and we flow on it.
Where are
you when I close my eyes? In my dreams? Physical?
I find you
somewhere else each time.
Your beauty
is not out there.
It’s inside.
I found it
in me.
I wiped a
tear on your hair and made it glow. Now my vision is blurred but I can still
see the shape of eternity because it has no outlines.
Reality has
no rules, love… you’re a spoon, I’m a cup and I’m filled with my love for you,
and you stir it slowly, massaging all of my deepest fears to ecstasy. Finding
you was the worst nightmare for my ego. It dies painful deaths each moment it’s
lit by the sparks in your eyes as my soul falls down their abyss. Your rabbit
hole is my favourite roller coaster. Up, down, left, right, center, the plot is
like the flight of a bird with a missing wing. What a monstrosity we committed
by flying. We’re not meant to fly, said the voice in the shadow. But when I
turned on the light, I saw a mirror… but I could not see myself in it, because
it could not contain me anymore. The mirror didn’t realise I turned on the
light. But you did. And your eyes are the only place I can see my Self. When
you close your eyes, I disappear. So stay awake! Don’t worry, this is a dream,
and we’re both in it. And we’re leaving together.
Will you
hold my hand when our breaths’ colours start fading away? Will you slide with
me on a last sigh and fall with me when we get to the cascade?
I find you
somewhere else each time.
I find you
somewhere else each time.
I find Time
somewhere else with you.
