Friday, November 28, 2014
Thursday, November 13, 2014
Advice for a friend
Q: How can one know that one is evolving, in any sphere - spirituality, mysticism, being a nice person, achieving something etc. ?
A: You're always evolving. The matter comes down to how you interpret the processes of your evolution. What I mean by that is, everything in your life is an evolution, because life itself is a becoming, and each moment is a "becoming", where the only important factor is YOUR free will, how you choose to perceive that moment, regardless of the positive or negative appearance of the moment. "The problem is not the problem, the problem is how you choose to react to the problem."
So you can track your evolution by seeing if you react wisely to each situation presented to you on a day-to-day basis. Always remember that each moment is a lesson, a "test" if you will. And if you pass the test, you evolve, if you don't, the test is rescheduled and you're given more preparation time.
A: You're always evolving. The matter comes down to how you interpret the processes of your evolution. What I mean by that is, everything in your life is an evolution, because life itself is a becoming, and each moment is a "becoming", where the only important factor is YOUR free will, how you choose to perceive that moment, regardless of the positive or negative appearance of the moment. "The problem is not the problem, the problem is how you choose to react to the problem."
So you can track your evolution by seeing if you react wisely to each situation presented to you on a day-to-day basis. Always remember that each moment is a lesson, a "test" if you will. And if you pass the test, you evolve, if you don't, the test is rescheduled and you're given more preparation time.
Sunday, November 9, 2014
Where Dreams Grow
Warm tears to water the soil under my
eyelids… where dreams grow…
The only thing standing between us is the
rainbow built by the sun’s rays. A bridge between our souls, a playground for
us to slide on… mixing colours together to leave behind a more diverse
universe… Each smile is a half-moon and decades fly past us in seconds… It’s
actually us flying past them…
Faster, away from time and space, we fly.
Matter is nothing but a cluster of complex
layers of shadows – a cloth blurring our sight… A cloth that clings like ivy
and wraps itself tight over our eyes like skin…
But once we shed it by shedding our light on
it, we discover ourselves to be the only reality there ever was.
Always us…
Once the tidal waves fill the symbols on the
shore with water, bleeding their brilliance over the moon’s reflection,
spilling the world’s secrets to its guardian angel, we will conquer our mind’s
confusion and find comfort in each other’s eyes alone…
Need will be erased from our vocabulary and
all pain will become bliss in our Heart.
I found you, as simple as that.
Forever, I found you.
Each time, over and over.
No decay, just becoming.
Rebirth until death extinguishes itself.
Tonight, I cried with the moon’s reflection
in my eyes… And the moon cried back and bled its silence to mourn my death’s
death.
And the world was transfigured before my
eyes. I saw what the oceans were hiding and cried another ocean… The universe
has its ways of concealing its inmost built-in secrets.
All songs end in silence… The most beautiful
silence. The same silence that has our gazes entangled.
Where will I find you after the Flood?
I wish I could keep these tears embedded with
your reflection forever…
I’ve waited all my life at the gates of
Mystery alone…
Now, I finally have someone to wait with…
Their opening is certain… It is the symbol of
certainty itself. But it is up to us not to enter alone.
Will you hold my hand when our gaze slips
within itself?
Will you meet me when we take our first
breath into eternity?
This story has no ending. It doesn’t matter
if I keep writing or not, it will write and fulfill itself…
Life has no conclusion to offer us, but our
hearts do.
Thursday, November 6, 2014
Near
Far.
I swing my heap of gold.
Into unknown territory.
It was eating me alive.
But I conquered it.
It was as if a cobra was dancing on my belly while I was chained to the ground.
Funnily enough, I got rid of that feeling simply by closing my eyes.
Not by imagining I’m in some other place.
Just by closing my eyes and doing nothing.
Accepting the impending death. Come on, get on with it.
But then I opened them. And what I saw was definitely not what I expected.
I didn’t expect anything actually. I have no idea what happened. To this day.
But it happened.
And so, I must say. I am grateful for it.
For almost getting killed.
Maybe I did get killed and now I’m in a higher state of consciousness, but apparently in the same body. I don’t know.
But what I saw was that I had no heap of gold to begin with. It was all a shiny illusion.
And it was so easy to let go of it.
It was required of me to do so. Otherwise, maybe I would’ve actually gotten killed.
It was a test to see if I’m true to myself.
Well. Now I’m just sitting lazily and enjoying the snake’s dance, wondering what happens next.
I swing my heap of gold.
Into unknown territory.
It was eating me alive.
But I conquered it.
It was as if a cobra was dancing on my belly while I was chained to the ground.
Funnily enough, I got rid of that feeling simply by closing my eyes.
Not by imagining I’m in some other place.
Just by closing my eyes and doing nothing.
Accepting the impending death. Come on, get on with it.
But then I opened them. And what I saw was definitely not what I expected.
I didn’t expect anything actually. I have no idea what happened. To this day.
But it happened.
And so, I must say. I am grateful for it.
For almost getting killed.
Maybe I did get killed and now I’m in a higher state of consciousness, but apparently in the same body. I don’t know.
But what I saw was that I had no heap of gold to begin with. It was all a shiny illusion.
And it was so easy to let go of it.
It was required of me to do so. Otherwise, maybe I would’ve actually gotten killed.
It was a test to see if I’m true to myself.
Well. Now I’m just sitting lazily and enjoying the snake’s dance, wondering what happens next.
Sunday, November 2, 2014
Always Somewhere... Somewhere, Always
Colouring
each breath, slipping on sighs, the world is a big fountain and we flow on it.
Where are
you when I close my eyes? In my dreams? Physical?
I find you
somewhere else each time.
Your beauty
is not out there.
It’s inside.
I found it
in me.
I wiped a
tear on your hair and made it glow. Now my vision is blurred but I can still
see the shape of eternity because it has no outlines.
Reality has
no rules, love… you’re a spoon, I’m a cup and I’m filled with my love for you,
and you stir it slowly, massaging all of my deepest fears to ecstasy. Finding
you was the worst nightmare for my ego. It dies painful deaths each moment it’s
lit by the sparks in your eyes as my soul falls down their abyss. Your rabbit
hole is my favourite roller coaster. Up, down, left, right, center, the plot is
like the flight of a bird with a missing wing. What a monstrosity we committed
by flying. We’re not meant to fly, said the voice in the shadow. But when I
turned on the light, I saw a mirror… but I could not see myself in it, because
it could not contain me anymore. The mirror didn’t realise I turned on the
light. But you did. And your eyes are the only place I can see my Self. When
you close your eyes, I disappear. So stay awake! Don’t worry, this is a dream,
and we’re both in it. And we’re leaving together.
Will you
hold my hand when our breaths’ colours start fading away? Will you slide with
me on a last sigh and fall with me when we get to the cascade?
I find you
somewhere else each time.
I find you
somewhere else each time.
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