Monday, July 21, 2014

mixed emotions

stuck
in a cloud
with the quiet pain
in which I indulge
like a ruin.

above, a rainbow
that I keep trying to grab
and I keep falling
in these clouds
of clueless ideas.

I look up and see
two bright stars
your eyes.
like fire,
they’re the center
of an eternal dance.

I see my shadows
spinning around them
an unmistakable spark
in the abyss.
falling forever
one day
at a time.

one spark
one bright spark
and I’ll be gone.

below, two bluebirds
uniting the sky and the earth…
what a dance!
if only
I would fall already.

I don’t care
if you catch me
I’m happy
in my beautiful
misery.

so run
in any direction
the light is never far.
how could it be
if you’re it?