Thursday, October 24, 2013

Autumn… My heart cries Autumn

Through leaves and sorrows I crawl
Not miserable at all, just close to fall
The wind sprays away its scents of heaven
And windows open in my heart.

I look at the bloodied streets in awe
They resonate with my deepest fire
The fire that burns darkness like a rusty paper
Which bursts with the smoke of the Creator.

A broken chord is tuned by Autumn
Its arrival heard by deaf souls
Aching to climb from the bottom
And to be liberated from their roles.

The paper's shadow pushes them back
As layers of dust hug each other on their minds
And they become abundant in the spark they lack
To get the burden of broken belief off their back.

And He keeps spraying, but cringing, they hide
Behind the wall of fear, feeling the need to abide
Still wanting to climb, being grasped by the hand of their own hate
Easily cut short by the yellow leaves flying on the wind’s weight.

But the glass of consciousness is filled with love
Elegantly swinging in the hand of a dove
As she dances hypnotically to life’s ups and downs
Dizzy, yet alert, with no hesitation to the sounds.

As the Sun comes out and my cheeks are smothered by lazy light,
My eyes become hosts of joy, cleansed by nature’s might
As the shadows collapse under the shaky coloured sheets
Falling victims of themselves, being engulfed in eternal sleep.

Thus the stillness of Creation, sparkling like a diamond
Is stirred in her glass with a spoon of honey, timeless
And defiant of illusions, embracing the Light,
As she gently kisses innocence goodnight.

Monday, October 14, 2013

Truth is Absolute

If we know everything through comparisons, how do we know we're alive?

Hope

The jar is empty. You should look in it until you find something.

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Fall

Nothing is the child of everything.
So is everything.
If so...
Nothing is also divine.

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Dreams

I don't think you can fuck up your life by following your dream. If you end up homeless by doing what you like, it's still better than spending your life doing shit you don't like, while having your dream silenced. That's hell.
So what's heaven?
Heaven is following your dream.

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Just a Box

A box of thoughts is what I hold inside.
Some crawl out and escape in the real world.
They’re the fearless ones.
The box is fear itself.

Dual

The night has frozen…
The clock’s tick stopped.
We found the chosen
The chosen one.

When life begun
We were still young.
Watching the Sun
We were not done.

We still had hopes
They soared like clouds
Still taking notes
Still having doubts.

We made mistakes,
We were still young
But what’s at stake
Makes us undone.

And we still wonder
Why we proceed
We sit and ponder
If we can lead.

But then our wrinkles
They turn to mazes…
Still flowers sprinkle
But they’re just phases.

How could we lead?
We’re fools, just lovers
We plant our feet
When we’re just runners.

We wanted change,
We wanted joy
But in our chants
We spoke just ploys

We were just kids
Fooling ourselves
We made our bids
Foreseeing farewells.

Now we cry empty
Spilling our past
Tomorrow’s a century
Today is our last.

We did not wonder
What eternity looked like
We simply lived it
We were just tikes.

But now we’re restless
Our hands shake of sorrow
We made our destiny
So what awaits us tomorrow?

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Letter

I wanna run away from inspiration sometimes, cause it hurts too much. It's too hot to touch. It glows so bright in the middle of the night that if I write too much I might confuse it with sunlight. I'm at the sunrise of my art, my heart is still intact. Imagine when it will be plastered, it's the thing I lack. I need to be broken by someone to pick up the pieces and rebuild myself the way I envision myself. I want to come up with my own name.
Is a true genius untamed? Cause you have to break the chain of society to be able to become civilized. You have to break out of the illusion of safety induced in your soul through fear. You have to wander in your mind and find your utopia to be able to build it. I say don't worry about time, you'll continue working on it after you die. I say don't worry about circumstances, make the best with what you have. For instance, take a hammer and build your home, to be able to sit relaxed and have nothing to worry about. Don't bother with what others have to say. Tell them to get out of your way and to have a nice day. Don't kill their free will, they're free to do that themselves. They're free to be slaves. You must fly away from the night's decay. Don't let stray dog barks break your bark and get to your roots, your purpose is deeper than that. Your existence is no coincidence. It's a bad excuse to say you're useless. Look for your purpose, use a magnifying glass, look through the keyhole. Look for the key! Don't waste time. Don't be lazy. Amaze me.

Yours truly,
Destiny.


P.S.: I'm you.

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Awake

Floating uselessly in space, counting seconds
I forgot what Newton said, I must be present
I'm falling through space like another universe
I only exist in the eyes of God himself
Press the space bar and separate yourself
You're different, put a minus sign to sign yourself
Sit between four walls and analyze yourself
Your whole life is worth less than a book shelf
Yet you indulge in accepting your ego's endearments
You feast on them instead of love and remain dormant
You're dust on a rock, gun cocked for gold socks
Run from the cops to get to the top
I sit on a mountain, looking at you sideways
I'm falling through space like another dimension
Getting smaller by the second, but what is expansion?
Relax your muscles and meditate, let the stars shower you
You're not allowed to be in a bad mood
You're screwed by people, not by life, its beauty got us reproducing
Otherwise this wouldn't be amusing
It would be a waste of time
But who owns time? It's a figment of the mind.
I forgot what Einstein said, I must be present
Makes no difference if you're a genius or a peasant
If you're a nuisance, you get cured by the backspace
What happens at the end of time? Does space get erased?
What about the love I felt for today?
Or for the one I longed for til my very last day?
Do my efforts get praise? Or do I die without seeing you escape from this maze?
I don't care about myself, I want to see you grow wings and fly away...
You're all heaven needs to stay awake.

Pain

“Observe the attachment to your pain. Be very alert. Observe the peculiar pleasure you derive from being unhappy. Observe the compulsion to talk or think about it. The resistance will cease if you make it conscious. Stay present as the witness and initiate its transmutation.”

— Eckhart Tolle